If it's something new, I don't know about it either!
Welcome back my friend. I totally understand how you feel mate. I spent months trying to paint my truck over the Winter before having to admit defeat & walk away from it until the weather warmed up. Now I too have mislaid the elusive Mojo. Maybe it's in the same place yours is. Have you looked down the back of the sofa?
I'm just gradually beginning to venture back in the garage now, so maybe it's just a Winter blues thing.
Anyway, it's nice to see you back Sir