GAY

[spanners]

GAY
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WELL AM I,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,


somethings wrong in life and its back of my mind 

[JayJay]

Depressed more like, Spanners.

Here are the lyrics of one of my most favourite songs. When I am down I like to give this song a blast because sometimes when you lose it all you realise what really matters. There are lots of different interpretations but mine is as above. It's also about living in the moment. Try not to worry about the past or the future but make the most of now. Something I am not brilliant at but I do try.

LINKIN PARK

"In The End"

It starts with
One thing I don't know why
It doesn’t even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind, I designed this rhyme
To explain in due time
All I know
Time is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
Watch it count down to the end of the day
The clock ticks life away
It’s so unreal
Didn’t look out below
Watch the time go right out the window
Trying to hold on but didn’t even know
I wasted it all just to watch you go

I kept everything inside and even though I tried, it all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time when...

I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter

One thing, I don’t know why
It doesn’t even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind, I designed this rhyme
To remind myself how
I tried so hard
In spite of the way you were mocking me
Acting like I was part of your property
Remembering all the times you fought with me
I’m surprised it got so (far)
Things aren’t the way they were before
You wouldn’t even recognize me anymore
Not that you knew me back then
But it all comes back to me
In the end

You kept everything inside and even though I tried, it all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time when...

I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter

I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
For all this
There’s only one thing you should know
I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
For all this
There’s only one thing you should know

I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter

[spanners]

i,v lost the plot and losing the will to live ,,,,simple,s,,,,,

[the coppersmith]

Time you got back to the real world. Get off your arse and get out and meet people. Even get a job, post office at Christmas ? Been there and done it twice, cheated death that is. My son came home from Iraq, kicked my arse and told me in no uncertain terms what I needed. Went self employed and got my life back, in fact it improved 100%. Men need men around them to talk mens stuff. Come on Mike, shake yourself, go and talk to the wife, she may just be feeling the same.

[stinkey]

Defo sounds like depression mate..the trouble with that is only you can get yourself out of it ? We guys can only offer you support in words..your to far away for us to help physically ...there are some positives in your life ( somewhere ?) just find them and concentrate on those..your old life has gone..new one around the corner..