Title: GAY Post by: spanners on October 22, 2015, 11:32:42 PM GAY
, , , , , , WELL AM I,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, somethings wrong in life and its back of my mind Title: Re: GAY Post by: JayJay on October 23, 2015, 12:47:15 AM Depressed more like, Spanners.
Here are the lyrics of one of my most favourite songs. When I am down I like to give this song a blast because sometimes when you lose it all you realise what really matters. There are lots of different interpretations but mine is as above. It's also about living in the moment. Try not to worry about the past or the future but make the most of now. Something I am not brilliant at but I do try. LINKIN PARK "In The End" It starts with One thing I don't know why It doesn’t even matter how hard you try Keep that in mind, I designed this rhyme To explain in due time All I know Time is a valuable thing Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings Watch it count down to the end of the day The clock ticks life away It’s so unreal Didn’t look out below Watch the time go right out the window Trying to hold on but didn’t even know I wasted it all just to watch you go I kept everything inside and even though I tried, it all fell apart What it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time when... I tried so hard And got so far But in the end It doesn't even matter I had to fall To lose it all But in the end It doesn't even matter One thing, I don’t know why It doesn’t even matter how hard you try Keep that in mind, I designed this rhyme To remind myself how I tried so hard In spite of the way you were mocking me Acting like I was part of your property Remembering all the times you fought with me I’m surprised it got so (far) Things aren’t the way they were before You wouldn’t even recognize me anymore Not that you knew me back then But it all comes back to me In the end You kept everything inside and even though I tried, it all fell apart What it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time when... I tried so hard And got so far But in the end It doesn’t even matter I had to fall To lose it all But in the end It doesn’t even matter I've put my trust in you Pushed as far as I can go For all this There’s only one thing you should know I've put my trust in you Pushed as far as I can go For all this There’s only one thing you should know I tried so hard And got so far But in the end It doesn’t even matter I had to fall To lose it all But in the end It doesn’t even matter Title: Re: GAY Post by: spanners on October 23, 2015, 07:10:03 AM i,v lost the plot and losing the will to live ,,,,simple,s,,,,,
Title: Re: GAY Post by: the coppersmith on October 23, 2015, 07:28:34 AM Time you got back to the real world. Get off your arse and get out and meet people. Even get a job, post office at Christmas ? Been there and done it twice, cheated death that is. My son came home from Iraq, kicked my arse and told me in no uncertain terms what I needed. Went self employed and got my life back, in fact it improved 100%. Men need men around them to talk mens stuff. Come on Mike, shake yourself, go and talk to the wife, she may just be feeling the same.
Title: Re: GAY Post by: stinkey on October 23, 2015, 07:29:40 AM Defo sounds like depression mate..the trouble with that is only you can get yourself out of it ? We guys can only offer you support in words..your to far away for us to help physically ...there are some positives in your life ( somewhere ?) just find them and concentrate on those..your old life has gone..new one around the corner.. ;)
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