It's hard when you get to a point where you realise you can't do the things you've always done and still want to do, but it gets easier once you've made the decision. My bikes are gone, and I'll be selling the trike as soon as the weather gets better and I can get out a clean it up.
I've really moved on to the campervan and I'm gradually moving on from the bike forums etc that I've frequented for years. It's almost a relief now, not to try and make myself want to go out in the cold and ride miles to a meet to have a coffee and shoot a line with some bikers, then ride all the way home again and not be able to move the next day!
Well BG if your shooting lines I'm not surprised you feel rough ?