well been the doctors yet again and got another b@ll@ckin over my present health and state of mind
been told i have to improve my health and pay more attention to his advice and i now have to go for more tests , i really dont know whats going to happen next
the deppresssion (black dog) keeps coming back , but i,v worked so hard up the haulage yard , trying to get back on my feet
all for nothing
one of the drivers got drunk just over a week ago and punched me ,,
he then gave my mate who owns the trucks an ultimateum either he drive and i have to leave the yard or he wont drive if i,m allowed in the yard
so i lost the use of the yard and workshop and now it looks like i will never get paid fo all the work i,v done
and the police are involved over the assault, so i now have death threats also and i cant get back in the yard to get my tools and stuff
and if i could i dont have anywhere to move to
so to sum it up i,m broke untill next week and i dont have anywhere to work on stuff
and i,m trying to sell or exchange my landrover for a big van
but none of this is doing me any good
blood pressure through the roof,, black dog is back ,, and i feel like sh1te
billy no mates
